Not having $50 made me think about ending my own life when i was a teenager.
I remember a lot of times, since Primary school, how buying extra material/ subscription/ project cost etc would be such a dreadful news to break to my dad becox i know how hard he work and we still won't have enough for the big family.
Once, i think i was just too stressed with exams round the corner + homework + BIGGEST PROBLEM: Need to pay $50 for school material.
I cried and cried non-stop. Then i went to sit by the window. For a long time. A really long time for me cox my thought process went from wanting to jump down and die so i won't need to worry about that $50 and i won't be a burden to my family anymore, to fearing that if i jump down don't die but paralysed only then i'd be a burden forever, to thinking "Outside cfm got a lot of people got $50. Hopefully help will come somehow?" to "KNN I DONT BELIEVE $50 SO HARD TO GET!!! WHY SO MANY PEOPLE OUT THERE GOT BUT WE DON'T HAVE! I DON'T ACCEPT!!!" to "Nevermind, i'm gonna be okay, at most bluff teacher say i forgot again"
Fast forward today, thank goodness i did not sink further into depressing thoughts and i manage to live to earn many $50s later. Happy Birthday to me.
If you guys would be so kind, please go to @qlips.tv and look at what you would like after you donate $50 to any charitable cause that is close to your heart. @meregoround wanna help kids mainly and i'm with her. Little kids are too pure and clueless to fend for themselves.
Your $50 could do A LOT for someone who needs it. Dec 2019 for Meredith's initiative, we spent about $500 for a $3200 total donation screenshot sent to us. This time we input 1000, hoping to turn it into $5000 total donation!
Thank you!!! #QidsPower DM @qlips.tv for all enquiries/ donation!
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