DEPRESSION KILLED HER.
7 years ago (first picture), I fell in love with one of the most beautiful souls I’ve ever known. All I ever remembered about us were joy & laughter. She embodies a presence that is absolutely pleasant and graceful. She was happy, I thought...
2 days ago, depression led her to death. I started trembling. A sudden fear clouded my mind. Tears started rolling down my cheeks. My head, shoved on a pillow, screaming out loud. I was filled with so much of anger. So shattered. So lost. How? Why? She seemed fine. She seemed happy. I was wrong again. She was dying on the inside.
The next day, I wanted to see her for the last time at her funeral. Something held me back. Something so strong. All my little children started flooding my mind. Are my kids really fine? Are they truly mentally, emotionally and spiritually healthy? I held her picture and this was what I said: Depression sucks! I hate myself for assuming you were fine. I love you. Your death is a voice. Please let me share this voice. I need to save these children. I need to hear them out. I will be carrying your spirit with me as I speak tomorrow. Your death will be the light of many. I will bring forth that light.
The next day which was the day of her funeral, I gathered all of my teen children and their parents. We sat in a circle. A meditative flute music encompassed the atmosphere as I shared the story of my beloved. Tears were waiting to gush out but I held myself back to save these children. I then opened up the sharing session and asked my children what they feared or what hurts them the most. These were most of their answers;
1) loneliness
2) not being good enough
3) unloved
As I pat them on the shoulders, tears started rolling down their cheeks. Their truth, long hidden, now released. All of my children and I don’t know how many more out there are suffering from such thoughts. And these thoughts are the seeds that lead them to self-destruction. My mission to heal has begun long ago but my mission to save is now awakened.
Thank you. I will forever use your light to assist me in saving every other. As much as I can. I’m trying. I love you. Rest in love, light & peace. ✨💕
To everyone out there. Please consistently check on each other. Ask them if they’re really fine. Is there anything bothering them? Could you be of any help? Show up. Be present. It is true what they say. Those who seem the happiest may not be in best shape on the inside. Depression is NOT a joke. It is NOT a small matter. It KILLS. It did...
Talk to me.
Talk to someone.
Please never let it lead you to death.
You are loved. You are cared for. You are.
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